dear dear

i love looking at our pictures. everytime i miss u i will take a look at our picture. hahaah! like now.i wanted to wake u up. but i dont want,ur tired, we stayed up late last night.i dont want to sleep cause ur awake. havent i told myself try not to fall asleep on u again.yes i tried real hard yesterday.untill my face looks like im mad.
k la eh.u will confirm come across this post.so its best that i just say it. actually im abit mad.wanna know why? sebab smlm i ade la tahan2 ngantok, nak teman u, i tried to stay up,doing all sort of things. make coffee luh,smoke all, but i was expecting you to talk to me or play games with me or anything as long as it keeps me awake.but u chat with your friends,and u even tell me to go to sleep.cant u see im trying to stay awake to be with u.and y am i doing that? y cant i just got to sleep instead of staying awake? because imy, i wanna hear ur voice ,ur laughter,ur smile,ur face.everything about u makes wonders in my life. a bad cold day could turn warm and bright just by looking,talking,hearing u, what more if i could cuddle and hug u.that would really make my day.and lagi pon, i wont sleep untill ur asleep, unless im really tired and sleepy after trying to stay awake.and i intend to fall asleep on u again and again and again. and every time i do that,i will feel bad,very bad.
i sometimes too wonders if i say sorry,how many times must i say but still doing it?! i will get frastrated will myself. so from my very previous post, saying that i try not o fall aslepp on u again. and this time i really try.and i dont like this, i sleep and u chat with others.especially guy friends. and lagi2 if im otf or video calling u and u chat with ur guy friends,me just staring at the screen looking at u.i know u never did that, but im telling u beforehand.and i dont like u to cntct ur ex's that makes me fucking pissed off~ jgn amek ati tau. i cume bilang je semue.post mcmni pon air mata meleleh.i love u more than anything baby <3.
ps.just dont do the things that i hate,and u wont see that mad face on me anymore. :)
and sorry if there is any false statement her,or ade yg menyakit kn ati u.this is my feelings and i just wanna let it out.like i say"kiter tk akan sedar kesilapan kiter melainkn seseorang itu menegur kiter"

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