Friday, July 8, 2011

montel

this gorgeous beautiful girl named siti siti suriana, is one of her own kind. she's different from the other girl. she had show and prove enough that she 's not like them, and she's just doing and behaving according to her own. and not following or immitating others. she got her own originality. and i like that. every single time she smile, i would pause and take a hard look on her. her smile just caught my attention. could u just imagine that ! just by her smiling at me could make me change my way of direction and focus on her. idk why but thats the feeling i felt thruout our relationship. same goes when i hold ur hands or hug u. it just feels like the first time we hug and hold hands. it feels like the first time together. 2 more days is the day to our. 9 months of relationship. so far this is the longest realtionship ive been into. never had it been this long before. hahaha ! wanna know a thing. i still got that shy feeling whenever we meet, when im waiting for u to come. then u suddenly come, my heart beats fast, and i will not look at u because im shy. for the first eye contct i can say for the day.

i try every single thing that i can to love you more and make u realise it that im not like the other guys that u use to say. all guys are the same. , do something people dont do, give u an extra protection, extra care, shower u with love. i might not have the wealth to give you. but im rich with love waiting to spread and share with you. i dont mind if its a small gift or its diy. the main thing is the love tht u put in to make it happen or the gift that u bought. like my previous birthday. she totally drop my jaws to the ground. i didnt expect her to do that to me. im so sooo sooooo amazed by that. all the hard work, and all the love and effort that she put in to make it happen. i cant explain my feelings, im damn touch by it. i almost cried that day. but i dont wanna spoilt the day. so i just hold on hard to it.

BBY~ you are the most adorable,care giving and loving girl that i ever met or even had. i swear that i would do anything, anything for you. u should deserved better than what im giving you now. i'll be there no matter what it takes me. no matter where i am. as long as its for u its alrite for me. i want u to know too how much im
loving u. how much care and love that ive put up for u. all of my doing is for u. im not doing it for the sake of doing. i wanna show and prove to you that im not like any other typical guys out there. and yet i have to prove to you. cause im still not satisfied with myself. just bear with me for my jealousy, im sorry about that. but i cant help it. im just jealous, but nevertheless im gonna be ok the next moment. im only jealous when the moment where i saw it all. yea but they all are your friends. yerp i know. so yea i nvr disapprove u from chatting with them. but just only 1 thing, if they start to annoy my feeling or irritated me then im sorry dear. i have to tell u k. bht so far theres nothing. hehehe ! alamak ! gtg back to work ! cont later. chiow !

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

haha ! surprise !

this months monthsary, is getting high. im taking u to a place so high. where u can see almost the whole singapore. nope ! its not the singapore flyers. but somewhere near there. nopenim
not gonna let you know. it wouldnt be a surprise ig i were to let u know. and its suppose yo be a surprise. but for now im just giving u some heads up. ok2 gotta get going. bck to work.

hope u understand me.

arul,wawan,nico,isaac, yusry ! what ever ur fucking name is. this are the names that so far i can remember for now. and ya mostly its a guy. once ive marked that someone, he or she will
forever be marked by me. and if i say i dont like that means i dont like. i have my own reason for my action , and no objection. i dont want any motherfucker to be near, tries to get close or even get to know my gf more. langkahbmayat aku dulu sebelim korg dapat my gf.thats just gonna make me wanna fuck their mother fucking brains upside down. till their balls shrink.i dont give a damn if ur older or much2 older . and i dont care if its younger 4 years or even 10 years younger than my gf. i dont give a fuck. no matter what they are still guys, yea with a dick hanging in front of them. thats y im
very particular in this. u should know me by now. if it got to do with guys, i will be the first to come. and make my move. yea i know i would have to ask u first, but u know , when it happen it just happen without asking u first i make my own move. and u dont like it. but what to do, too much of following my emotion and anger it just happen. hope u understand it dear love. ily.
on top of all the reason. the main reason is i dont wanna lose you. :') and i know ur not going to do anything that got to do with guys. but u know when the same thing happens to me, u will cnfrm do the same thing.i kasi u bbl nan ur friends or comment all this stuff, but there is still some jealousy in it. but if i find them distracting to me and my feelings then im sorry.and i know skrg u da jarang da chat nan dorg or comment, but im seeing them coming bck but still acceptable.

ps: u rather lose ur love because of ur friends?(guy friends) or u lose ur friends because of ur love?

hope u understand me.

arul,wawan,nico,isaac, yusry ! what ever ur fucking name is. this are the names that so far i can remember for now. and ya mostly its a guy. once ive marked that someone, he or she will
forever be marked by me. and if i say i dont like that means i dont like. i have my own reason for my action , and no objection. i dont want any motherfucker to be near, tries to get close or even get to know my gf more. langkahbmayat aku dulu sebelim korg dapat my gf.thats just gonna make me wanna fuck their mother fucking brains upside down. till their balls shrink.i dont give a damn if ur older or much2 older . and i dont care if its younger 4 years or even 10 years younger than my gf. i dont give a fuck. no matter what they are still guys, yea with a dick hanging in front of them. thats y im
very particular in this. u should know me by now. if it got to do with guys, i will be the first to come. and make my move. yea i know i would have to ask u first, but u know , when it happen it just happen without asking u first i make my own move. and u dont like it. but what to do, too much of following my emotion and anger it just happen. hope u understand it dear love. ily.

ps: on top of all the reason. the main reason is i dont wanna lose you. :') and i know ur not going to do anything that got to do with guys. but u know when the same thing happens to me, u will cnfrm do the same thing.

im deeply and dangerously in love with u

Baby I love you,you are my life. my happiest moments wouldn't be complete if you weren't by my side.With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't over come you are my raindrops i am the seed.with you and God, who's my sunlight I'll bloom and grow so beautifly.Baby I'm so proud, so proud to be your man, you make this confusion go on away from this cold and mixed-up world i'm in love with you. you set me free i can't do this thing called life without you here with me cause I'm deeply and dangerously in love with you I'll never leave just keep lovin' me the way I love you lovin me and I know you love me
Love me for who I am cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my girl.i know it ain't easy, easy lovin me.but I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me,later on in my destiny i see myself having your child i see myself being your husband and I see my whole future in your eyes
The thought of all my love for you
Sometimes makes me wanna cry
Cause I realize all my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side
Everytime I see your face.My heart smiles,everytime it feels so good, and it hurts sometimes created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe, to live you.
ps: deeply and dangerously in love with you baby girl <3