this gorgeous beautiful girl named siti siti suriana, is one of her own kind. she's different from the other girl. she had show and prove enough that she 's not like them, and she's just doing and behaving according to her own. and not following or immitating others. she got her own originality. and i like that. every single time she smile, i would pause and take a hard look on her. her smile just caught my attention. could u just imagine that ! just by her smiling at me could make me change my way of direction and focus on her. idk why but thats the feeling i felt thruout our relationship. same goes when i hold ur hands or hug u. it just feels like the first time we hug and hold hands. it feels like the first time together. 2 more days is the day to our. 9 months of relationship. so far this is the longest realtionship ive been into. never had it been this long before. hahaha ! wanna know a thing. i still got that shy feeling whenever we meet, when im waiting for u to come. then u suddenly come, my heart beats fast, and i will not look at u because im shy. for the first eye contct i can say for the day.
i try every single thing that i can to love you more and make u realise it that im not like the other guys that u use to say. all guys are the same. , do something people dont do, give u an extra protection, extra care, shower u with love. i might not have the wealth to give you. but im rich with love waiting to spread and share with you. i dont mind if its a small gift or its diy. the main thing is the love tht u put in to make it happen or the gift that u bought. like my previous birthday. she totally drop my jaws to the ground. i didnt expect her to do that to me. im so sooo sooooo amazed by that. all the hard work, and all the love and effort that she put in to make it happen. i cant explain my feelings, im damn touch by it. i almost cried that day. but i dont wanna spoilt the day. so i just hold on hard to it.
BBY~ you are the most adorable,care giving and loving girl that i ever met or even had. i swear that i would do anything, anything for you. u should deserved better than what im giving you now. i'll be there no matter what it takes me. no matter where i am. as long as its for u its alrite for me. i want u to know too how much im
loving u. how much care and love that ive put up for u. all of my doing is for u. im not doing it for the sake of doing. i wanna show and prove to you that im not like any other typical guys out there. and yet i have to prove to you. cause im still not satisfied with myself. just bear with me for my jealousy, im sorry about that. but i cant help it. im just jealous, but nevertheless im gonna be ok the next moment. im only jealous when the moment where i saw it all. yea but they all are your friends. yerp i know. so yea i nvr disapprove u from chatting with them. but just only 1 thing, if they start to annoy my feeling or irritated me then im sorry dear. i have to tell u k. bht so far theres nothing. hehehe ! alamak ! gtg back to work ! cont later. chiow !
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