sejak hari itu, kiter berkenalan. tidak diduga bahawa kiter akan ketemu, tapi dengan kuasa allah ia yg menentukan persahabatan kiter. pada waktu itu kita berdua tidak ade niat untuk bekenalan dengan sesiapa pon. tetapi entah macam maner ntah tergerak ati saya untuk menghubungi satu sama lain. aku memberikan diri satu lagi perluang untuk menyintai seseorang. dan ku coba. we cntcted each other, we started it well. everything when smooth. but the only thing is she's attch. ok den i'll just txt her and try not to cntct her that often. cause im scared that i will spoilt her show. so i juat txt her as and when needed to. and not to always cntct her. but then i cant. my fingers are ichy, feel kike cntcting her everyday. as day goes by, our friendship is becoming stronger. i feel like she's my girl. but then again she's attched. we cntcted each for long. then i started to fall for her. i will have this butterfly in my stomach everytime i saw her. cause from what i know is that im starting to fall for her. only she doesnt know it. thats te reason why everytime i saw her i will peep instead of looking right at her straight. day by day i started to feel the love. im loving her, omg ! im falling for her badly. but i just dont know how to approach her. im that shy type of person at first meet. so idk how to start off. then i just keep cntcting her. try to give her hints that im in love with her. so many time i got the chance to tell her i would be shivering not knowing how to tell her. but i just keep on in touch with her for years. i een remember the day where we use to chat and webcam with each other . and i started to give her hints, by saying imy at the end of the converasation. im so shy to type it out. thats y i type and log off and head to camp as im still serving army.ohhh the feeling, when i see her face. makes me wanna hug her so much. ohhh god. im praying that i could have her in my arms. years past. finish my ns. txt her randomly. then it gets even more stronger. i love her ohh god ! pls help me. everytime im not txting her i will feel like something is missing. then i set up a date, a good date to tell her my feelings. and to say that i wanna be with her.
haish~ i cant continue on, its very overwhelming the feeling. theres so much to say here. my finger are cramp already. i just praying to god that he will keep us together and guide us thru all sort of prob. im very grateful that i have her now. im giving my everything. even my life. :'))) i cant carry on. it would make me cry. guess i'll carry on later. gtg . back to work. praying that todays ct scan for her will be good so that she could start her work soon. i love u siti suriana binte misti. ur so adorable, i cant even take my eyes of u even for a second. and i tak
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