shawal here, im working as a technician now. my life and life style had change now, but change for the better. i have a good job, a wonderful gf which never fail to make me smile.a healthy lifestyle. no more of heavy drinking and a frequent clubbing. ive stop that.thinking for my future my future family. future life. my gf suriana, she will be my life time partner. no second thoughts and no regrets. she love kids, and i can see that she will be a good mother to my children in future. im planning to get engage next year. fot her and myself, we are aging and time is passing pass fast. and its not good to keep her waiting an fake promises. i want to prove to her that she is the only want i need. she is the only one that i wanna wake up in the morning and look at. she's the only want that i want to hug most, she the only one i wanna love most. im gonna shower her with every single drop of love in me. she is the only human that i wanna be with and no others. i dont need a gorgeous women, a perfect lady, a rich girl or a nice body women. all i need is a lady that can show me that she love me, give the love, respect, understanding, caring , and loving. thats all. and she's the perfect one in my eyes now and forever. i dont mind what others wanna say about me or us. i really dont mind. i dont mind ur past, or people saying about ur past. cause now i know u, im with u. i got the present u and not ur past. ur my present and future. and i know too that u change a lot, change as in the way u treat ur guy, from ur previous and up till now. i can see that u change for good. ur much more feminine. and the only thing for us is to learn how to give and take. we cant afford to have fire handle fire. we need water to fight fire. so thats all i want from u now, and not more than that. i wish that we could adapt to each other well. blend with each other too. feel each other feelings, understand each other.respect each others decision,gave the love that we had, be faithful, respect one another, listen to one another,thats all im asking for, nothing more. and for now every time i wake up, u get to open up my eyes, i will say "thank god for all that u had gave to me, no matter small or big, im greatfull to it. and i also wish that we will be forever and u to have a happy life and good health. cos im always worried for ur health. if im not worrued for it then there will be no you. i dont want u to always fall sick. cause that will make u very weak and soft. i want my gf to be happy, smilling and laughing and heading a good life ahead. bby i love u syg ! -<3 shawal
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