its the third day of your holiday. the last day is always the exciting day.bcoz bby is coming back home today! yeay ! cant wait to meet her, i miss her like crazy ! for the 3 days that she's away, i kept looking at our pic, her pics. haish~ how i love to look at her. read back all our msges. at "text me" "whatsapp" "talkbox" haish. its funny tho reading back on our msges. the quarrel we had, begging all sort of stuff is inside the msges. and ya one thing for sure we are unable to sleep without each other. to me i wanna hear her voice everytime i wake up and everytime i wanna go to bed.so that even when im dreaming i can bring her along. and everytime i woke up the first voice i wanna hear is her voice. hmmm. but for this past few days ive not been sleeping well, ya as u know she's not around. my mind is always thinking about her. recently is did txt me, and even call me. see she didnt mind calling me even if she's at overseas.i can see how much she love me. :'( as i talk about her, think about her, anything regarding her, my eyes will start tearing. it just happened naturally. no matter how hard we fight or quarrel, this heart of mine will never have that give up on you attitude. this heart will still continue to love you like nvr before. im always her to support u, a shoulder to lean on ? an eye to watch on ? a listening ears ? hand to hold on ? a shoulder to cry on ? someone to be there to protect you? all of tht im willing to do it for you. with this sincere heart in loving you, im even willing to sacrifice my life for you. mark my words. i dont talk empty, if i say i'll do it tht means i will do it with no hesitation. u r too special for me to let go, too special. and i hope u to be more patience in life, learn to give and take. dont always grumble. i dont want this attitude to follow us till we get married. and yes we are planning to get married. from now on i'll be a better person, try to understand ur needs and feelings even much more deeper than anyone elses could. i love u, and ur my dream come true.ur my other half. if ur gone then im gone too. :'( i just want u to understand and know how much i love you, how deep is this love for you. how i need u so badly at times, how i need to hear you, how this soul of mind wants urs, how i need to be love to be pampered, how i wanted to share everything in my lufe with you, have bad i feel everytime u cry and fall, how mad or pissed off am i when i heard from u that someone tries to disturb you or whatever. if i got anything related to guys i will be pissed off or mad or even jealous. depend on the situation. dont tell me u wont even get jealous when someone chat or txt ur love ones. once in a while its ok, but when it keeps on coming then it not ok. everyone would feel jealous somehow. if there is no jealousy that means u dont feel the love towards ur partner. haish~ if u are reading this blog of mine, then i would like to say that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LIKE NOBODY ELSE IN THIS WORLD ! and pls pls pls dont u ever leave me. i would rather die then getting hurt by own feelings. :'( i love u more than my pride.
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