hey. yesterday was a tiring day for me. in the morning work at 8 and have to do overtime till 0630. when back to aunty house take my stuff then go back to my house. slowly walk reach home around 7 plus nearly 8. tired ! but reach home i have to clean the house, cause we just move in to our house back. but first thing in mind is bby. wait for her to be awake. then otf with her, den i start to clean up the house abit. otf with love, then she say's she wants to come over to help me clean up the house.as i know today she is having a fever, i tell her if ur sick den nevermind no need to come, but she inssisted to come. nvrmnd i try to go home early today so that i could help tidy up the place together with them. and ya ! yesterday she read my blog post, the previous one. ohhh malunye !! didnt expect her to read it so soon. but oh well she had read it. feel so ashamed. she read it to me, while on the phone. woooo ! i dont know how to put it in words, it might seems to be in a mess. but thats how my mind is at that point of time. just feel like saying everything, every single nerve inside this brain theres you. every little thing i do u will always pop out, out of nowhere.u will alwys forever be in my mind. all the memories and history of us will nvr be easily be erased. i talk bullshit ?! hahaha ! to some of you, ya i talk bullshit la, feeling2 la, sweet talk la whatever it is la eh. but in thus heart an feelings, nobody would understand it, only me and god, im always truthful and honest in a serious relationship like now. but this is for life time partner. so its much more serious. evry single day every single minute thinking of her, if she didint txt me, i would have this habit of looking at my phone for every min, serious. no more playing around for me, its time for serious business. my future ans everything, have to start thinking of it plan ahead. i am just who i am, im not interpreting others, im just behaving like how i am, just putting abit more effort to thinking how to make this love interesting as day goes by. i dont want this to be like any other ordinary love story. i want this to be a soecial one, a memoriable one. so that i could share it with my children and grandchold later in the future, for sure they will be amazed. haish. i treasure this relationship of our so much, till anything happen around me i could say"argh later la" only u, u come first in my mind. ur damn special and im damn lucky that i still have the chance to be with you. all i wanted is, be true to your love, honesty, straight foward, commitment and perseverance. and most importantly ur sincerity. ily siti suriana binte misti. *ur father name very cute eh* haha ! k gtg back to work.
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