ur my inspiration, ur my motivation.
ur my inspiration to look far ahead
ur my motivation in my every steps i made.i wont forget those helping hands that u offer me when i fall on every steps of my life.
i'll do what ever it takes to make u happy, i wont change the way i love you.i dont believe that slowly things will change like how we would think. because i wont change my heart to whom im loving at, to whom my heart belongs to. people might say that im bullshitting, but im gonna prove to them that i wont let that happen. im still the same me. maybe something had change abit, due to my sleeping timing, where i will get tired easily. yeah now then i realise that how hard it is to be in a workjng world. its not easy. it might seems to be easy but actual fact it isnt. i wish that u could tell me whatbis the things that u thot that we are not the same, any problems that we encounter and so fourth. telling each other the problem can help solve the situation. because we wont know whats our own mistake is unless the other party told us what exactly it is. then only we can ammend to it. i dont mind u telling me my bad behaviour. indeed i like it. seriously. so pls anything pls do tell me about my own behaviour pls. i wanna know. i wanna know what is the thing that will make a change in our relationship. im very serious in this relationship. all those hard and thin i will go thru with u. no matter what i will always be by ur side. and 1 thing for sure what i realise is, last time i use to stay awake with u untill u are asleep, but lately i tend to fall asleep on u and let u be alone at night, while u coundnt sleep. i know that, i know that i tens to fall asleep everytime, i try hard to stay awake and accompany u till ur asleep.i tried, i even try to fix the spoilt laptop even tho it couldnt be fix just to stay awake. bby if ur reading this :'( eventually im crying now saying this, bcause i feel bad everytime i fall asleep on u and let u stay all up alone. im really2 sorry i mean it, i know i might say sorry alot of time and still do it. but ive tried to stay awake. walau ape pon. i wont give up, i'll find other ways to make me stay awake. and maybe im tired, working the whole day. nevertheless i will try to teman u sampai u tdo mcm dulu. i know ive been sleeping on u, i realise it. but ive also tried to be awake . idk if u realise it. nvm im telling now. u will also be like me, feel tired and ect. when u have start working dear. i hope u understand me bby. im really devastated in myself. i feel so useless for my doing. where is my responsibility as a bf. this is only bf, what more when i become ur husband. thats a more big responsibility. but im always ready for it. im willing to take the challenge. every problem in my life i take it as a challege for me to overcome it n not for it to be over me. by that my life is ruin. every challenge has ade maksud di sebalik nye. so bby pls forgive me. i promise try not to fall asleep on u again starting from today onwards. i try k. I WILL ALWAYS BE LOVING U SYG ! :'( looking forward to meet u today. cant wait. im still missing u badly.
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