everytime i wokeup in the morning, the first thing i do is listen to my ear piece, to check i my bby boo is still on the line. but today im listening at the earpiece and listen for like 10 min qfter i woke up, and i realise that she's not on the line. i called her up, and she answered and say's wake me up at 10. because today we are having a date. then i say ok. so we hung up, it kept me thinking why isnt she on the line ? then ! ohh yesterday she doesnt want to be otf, as to she says it would be so much easier to sleep if we could just txt. but for me, why i wanna be on the fone ? its simply because i want u to really fall asleep then only i could soundly fall asleep.if not i would sleep and every 10 to 15 mins later i would wake up to check on her if she's already asleep.this is the first time she doesnt wants to sleep otf with me. as for always we would be otf and will be sleeping to each others voice. i want that. :( ur voice will be the first and the last that i wanna hear before and after my sleep. as it put a smile to my face hearing ur sweet voices to sleep. yerp, i wanna hear ur voice when i before i sleep and at the time i open my eyes. i wanna hear your voice befire going to sleep is bcause before my soul goes wondering while im asleep, i want my soul to find yours when we are asleep so that they can be together even we are asleep. and why at the point when i woke up i want to hear ur voice ? bcause the voice will be the first voice that im hearing and to start my day with a wide beautiful smile. i want to start of my day with u and end it with u. because ur my everything in my life right now. i cant simply bear to leave u een for a second. i dont mind if people were to say, are you nuts or a freak or what so ever they wanna say about me being this way. its my life im heading btw, and it doesnt bother any if u guys and ur life, and this girl is mine and she belongs to me forever. and that is the reason why im doing all this. i dont know if my doing is too much, but to my point of view its alright and just perfect. i would be tge first human being to pop out frol nowhere if someone out there tries to be funny or tries to get close to my love. i will be her devil to your very eyes. im gonna give my gurl the protection she needs from a man, to feel secured and safe around with. and im doing it. i love her so much that im willing to do anything for her. and no regrets and second thoughts. bby this love just keep coming more and more and even deeply every day every second and every walk of my life. i want u and only. i promise u there will be nobody else that could replace u. ur the one and only girl thats perfect in my eyes and fit in my life. this blog here will be my proof and witness.bby i wanna marry you ! <3
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