HELLO!!

kembali! huahaha! like super long i nvr enter my blog. almost forget.
haish~ currently, national service ended was like so damn happy, but at the same time i miss all of them. fun to be around with them.

so, now i've started working. work everyday except for sun. but sad to say its under contract. for 2 months. :( during the time that i got this job, another job call me. asking me to come for an interview, so decided to come just to know what the work is all about.then get to know that the job is much more better than the job that im working at now. and the pay that they offer me is way much more higher. haish~ but too bad i cant take up the job, cause im under contract. if not because of this stupid contract,i think i will already start that new job. this is life. u gotta give n take. really wasted.

remember my previous post? about me having a "gf"? hahaha! that was so fucked up! remember me going to taiwan? hahaha! fucked up! know why? its because we broke up during my training at taiwan, and that was like the most disgusting relationship i had. i called her from taiwan. we talk n talk n talk. then suddenly she said." i got something to tell you" me replied" what is it" and she goes" lets end this relationship" n it goes on n on n on n on.and we broke off. thts so.. zzzz! nvm.

but now, ive move on. life have to go on. and indeed, someone, out there, hoping, waiting. and hahaha! tau2 je da together. i hv to say tht both of us had been waiting for each other. idk if she know tht im waiting for her. but after she read this then she'll find out.*lapar*

now, im not living with my cuzz, my aunty, nor with my parents. the feeling is like so farked up! everybody doesnt want to take you. n u will have this feeling of, am i useless to them? am i bad? they dont trust me? who am i actually? keep asking myself this question everyday. yea now im sleeping over at my gf's friends hse. is not easy staying at someone's elses hse. u hv to be careful of how u dress, talk, speak. u must be humble. but i cant stay here for long. till when ami going to stay here?

i guess im going out soon. cant depend on others too much, or you will trouble them or even make them .... drrrr. nvm, im used to sleep anywhere, im ok with it. im a very flexible guy. everything cn.

missing my late dad~ when im all alone or not doing anything i would think about my past, hw bad i am, who am i influence to. everything la. all in the past. there's more to tell but, i starving now. cont. later on i guess.

till here.